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Confidence and Creativity: What the Drumeo Sessions Reveal

April 1, 2024

I recently had an interesting, eye-opening experience regarding the connection between confidence and creativity. I was watching a video of a drummer trying to play along to a song she hadn’t heard before. It was clear she was way outside her comfort zone. There was neither confidence not creativity in her playing.

Eventually she managed to get into the song and (judging by her expressions) have fun with it. After all, she is a professional drummer who, as I read, has played with some known artists in Quebec, Canada, and has appeared in several big shows.

Yet there is a difference between having played for “known artists in Quebec” (I can’t name anyone, but that’s just me) and, say, having played drums professionally for decades, touring with bands like Red Hot Chili Peppers and Megadeth. Respect to her and Quebec, but it’s simply not the same thing.

The drummer outside her comfort zone was Domino Santantonio who faced the challenge of the unknown on Drumeo, that has offered the same challenge to (among others) Chad Smith and Dirk Verbeuren, drummers for Red Hot Chili Peppers and Megadeth respectively. I will share the videos below, but as you might guess, their confidence was supremely evident. When you’ve played in huge stadiums next to musicians like Flea or Mustaine (with all their quirks), a little studio session for a YouTube channel can’t scare you.

The difference was so pronounced that it inspired me to write this post about the inseparable connection between confidence and creativity. Only someone truly comfortable with themselves can be creative.

The topic is more complex than what it might appear – not the least so because both confidence and creativity are peculiar concepts – so let’s try to unpack it.

confidence and creativity. painting of chair and window
I have some very rudimentary painting skills, but not artistic confidence. I can create something like this, which displays very low technical skill and even lower artistic one. Unsurprisingly, I would be far, far more confident creating an artistic instantiation of the same scene with words
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Impostor Syndrome and Writers

May 20, 2019

Let’s talk about impostor syndrome and writers. I could here give you a quick definition of what impostor syndrome is (chances are you know already), but let’s start with some personal revelations first. This will take a while to build up, but hopefully your patience will be worth it.

So, here goes…

A List of Flawed Excellence

I’ve written over twenty novels. I’ve published several of them. One of my works is also published traditionally, by a respected publishing house.

I’ve put together the blog you’re reading (containing hundreds of posts). I’ve published a guide on writing better fiction.

I have a PhD in English literature from a fine Finnish university. I also have an MA from the same university, graded laudatur. If you check how academic grading works in Finland, you’ll discover that, at the university level, laudatur “is often reserved for exceptional students and it is typically awarded for a thesis only once in 5 to 10 years.”

I know how to program in HTML/CSS/JavaScript, and I have some limited knowledge of Python and PHP. I have published a few Android apps.

Besides English, I can speak Greek (at a native level) and Finnish – arguably two of the most difficult European languages. I have some basic knowledge of Italian and some very limited knowledge of Japanese.

On top of that, I play guitar/bass and a bit of piano. I have composed some songs, some shared online.

I’ve worked as a professional photographer. I’ve won some local photography awards, too.

I’m a very good chess player.

I have a bit of flying time on a Cessna C172.

New achievement: I can solve the Rubik’s cube in under a minute 😛

What else…

Oh yeah… A day doesn’t pass without me doubting myself and my skills, thinking that any minute now the entire surrounding world will consume me with laughter and taunting.

impostor syndrome and writers
Impostor Syndrome and Writers: a Dangerous Combination

Impostor Syndrome and Writers: or, how to Kill Your Creativity

Many people far wiser than me have described the key issue of the impostor syndrome. My favorite one is Bertrand Russell’s take on stupidity:

The trouble with the world is that the stupid are cocksure and the intelligent are full of doubt.

Bertrand Russell

This creates a very vicious loop. Perhaps, indeed, an infinite loop. No wonder some of history’s greatest thinkers have been so pessimistic.

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